Goodbye.

This isn't here to make this dramatic and i have no plans of doing anything drastic.

If anything i intend to just live my life alone now and work on bettering myself away from much social media presence. After so many years on the internet and having to deal with the social media and the challenges of that, i just finally realise this type of shit isn't for me, like i've know for a long while but i continued to press on regardless and all it did was solidify my thoughts and stance even further.

The current state of the internet really makes me realise how i can't be myself or around people and just have fun, i can't open up and have a good time and draw without someone taking shit the wrong way all the time. It's been an endless mental battle of worrying whether my close friends over the years like me and want me around and as time has gone on the answer was clear that it was a no and i overstayed my welcome. It's fine like, i do understand, i'm not the most likeable when i'm really in my depressive state so any critique i recieve on that is super justified and all i can do is say i'm just really sorry if anyone has felt that way. I try to be an upbeat positive person but i'm so volatile to peoples words, feelings and agendas that it would upset my balance often and i was left full of self hate and misery, and get more bitter about others which is not needed for anyone.

All i can do is wish you all the best and hope you live the best life you can, for yourselves and i will do the same!

I am still really proud of where i got to on this site so i wanted to at least keep the homepage and chat active.

Be excellent to each other and party on dudes!